Happy 3rd Birthday Baby P**** R.I.P. You are safe now! xxx Dear Angel Baby, Today you should be celebrating your 3rd birthday, with your daddy, and your sisters. But in a cruel twist of fate you are instead celebrating with the Angels. :(You were taken far too soon, but i rest with the knowledge that you are now safe from all pain, fear and suffering. :) Unfortunately I never had the chance to meet you, but i feel as if you are one of my family now. You have touched my heart so deeply, i will never forget you. I wish that i could have been your mummy, i would have showered you with hugs and kisses and let you know every day that you were very much loved. I would have loved to have heard you laugh, as i know my sons giggle makes me laugh all the time. A baby's giggle is precious. I have no right to feel as sad as i do today, for i wasnt a part of your short life, but you are now a part of mine. I feel like i have lost my own child. I can't even imagine the pain your daddy, sisters and the rest of your famiy are feeling, as theirs would be multiplied by thousands.My heart breaks for them today, and everyday! I wish i could take their pain away, as i wish i could have taken yours. :( Please give them strength to go on in this cruel world without you.My tears flow whilst i am writing this, as i just don't understand any of it. I have thought of, and cried for you everyday since i first saw your gorgeous little face. My daughter knows which star is yours and we say goodnight to you every evening. I give my little boy extra tight cuddles and extra kisses everyday. Today there will be many tears as we light our candles and blow out the candles on your birthday cake and make a wish for you. If i had one wish little man, it would be that you lived happy, healthy, safe and long with your daddy and sisters. I'm sure that is their only wish as well. I would give anything for that to be a reality. You didn't deserve anything that happened to you baby boy, and i hope you know how loved and missed you are!! You are the natios Angel. In fact you are the Worlds Angel, as i know people in all different countries are feeling your loss today. My thoughts and blessings go out to your daddy, who has had to endure so much pain after you were taken away, i can't begin to know where he gets his strength from, but i have a sneaky suspiscion that you are helping him along. Baby boy, there is so much i want to say to you, but i just don't know how, so i am going to go now. Can't see the keys through the tears. You will always be remembered!! R.I.P. Precious Baby Angel Boy....You are my shining star, i love you very much, and i miss you more than i am entitled to. You are always in my thoughts and Forever in my heart. You are safe now, play with the Angels, laugh and giggle, play with all the toys we have sent you. You deserve to have the very best birthday in the universe and beyond. Look down at 8:20pm honey and see all the candles that burn just for you by people who care. Happy Birthday Baby Boy...All our love for you and your family on ths saddest of days! (((HUGS))) (((HUGS))) (((HUGS))) XXXXXXXXX